Today went to Nicholas place for prayer today and I felt this deeply in my heart...

Is when you catch a glimpse of reality, you will realize the brokenness of the world and feel it breaking your heart too. Then you would want for a change, earn for love to be restore into those broken ones.

Is like previously I saw this video on facebook. It's about a two year old girl died at the age of two because of constant abuse from her step father. She died only at the age of two, she didn't even get the chance to study and learn. The first thing that came to my mind was, why is the world changing so much? However the actual fact is the world wasn't changing, it has always been this way. Is just that people who are so comfortable with what they have now fail to realize it. Then I continue to wonder off, what if I had friends like that, what if my classmates was suffering, what if the one I talk to often was one like the little girl too. I want to help, I want to make a change but I know out of my little effort can't do much.

Is like previously, I was lost and broken, I relay on smoking and many other bad habits to find my security till I found God. Till the first time a came church, I know many out there doesn't believe in God or may find that christain is bullshit religion. However I want to tell you that is really not about religion, not about boring prayers, meaningless going to church events. Being a christian is having a relationship with God. Prayer is refreshing, going to sermons are fun and I just hope that if any of my friends out there or even blog hoppers who are reading this post might have a problem their facing or dealing with.

Please tell me, I know I can't do much but give me a chance for my God to create miracles for you

I'm going to admit something...Something I accidentally slip out of my mouth today...

Actually, I didn't wanted to give up dieting. Like honestly, I enjoy it. I know it sounds contridicting, I like eating while the same time I like to diet. Is just that, today after school, Natalie, WilsonS and I went over to the coffee shop behind school and I totally didn't want to eat. The food they ordered arrived and they were adivicing me what to get and I accidentally said I want to diet and there was an awekard stare back. You see, cause previously they were worried that I might just get aneroxic and I promised them that I won't diet anymore. However, you see, recently I realise I naturally would just start dieting as in not because of my weight or what, is just my lifestyle you see. I'm so used to it, it's just so my kind-a-thing. There was this day I didn't ate any thing for 24 hours, from like last sunday night till monday. I feel happy after achieving that too. Is like my princess cravings, I can't stop them niether I can't stop the feeling of deiting. Friends, please don't be dissapointed with me. I just want to admit the fact and say that I like and enjoy dieting too. It isn't as bad as you think. I promise I won't don't eat for more than 48hours kay? *winks* 

Eating Queen likes dieting too.Shhhhhs...*finger on lip*

Study date with Sinyee and April